In light of recent events, I have some thoughts. No one in stuck in a relationship. Essentially there is nothing you have to do in life, besides doing what is necessary survive.
I feel it is incredibly wrong to be in a relationship with someone, but have such a strong desire to fuck someone else, and enough to eventually carry it out. The right thing to do is to end it, no matter how you feel for the person if you do something like that, then pretty much you don't want to be with that person. In other words some people are scumbags/slurrbuckets, and are afraid of change, afraid to take risks and are in denial of their own feelings. People need to do what they need to be happy and realize how little restrictions are on their ambitions.
Fun Fact: The title of this post "Mad World" is the song played at the end of Donnie Darko by Gary Jules and Michael Andrews, but was originally written by Tears for Fears
Monday, June 29, 2009
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Sorrow drips into your heart through a pin hole
Recently I've been listening the album Plans by Death Cab for Cutie, it has a lot of great songs and every song on the ablum is above average. It's not incredibly recent, but it I found it on my shelf and it really is great. Check it out if you have a chance.
Sunday, May 3, 2009
AP Gov
I am incredibly unprepared for my AP Gov exam tomorrow. My teacher was horrible, I'm just glad I never have to go to that class and hear about how much I don't know ever again.
Here are some notes I've taken from our inciteful lectures:
"I know because I am cursed with this knowledge"
"She's still poppin' kids out, still poppin'em" (Sarah Palin)
"The Clinton's have no shame, about Bill, Hilary, Monica, who's doin who, they don't care"
"The more educated you are, the more likely you are to vote, that leaves YOU out!"
"Rhwahwah, RRARWAHHHERRRRRRR"
"John Kerry didn't identify with anyone. Loser."
"Would you like me to review your whole essay again? Then I would shut up"
"When you say who is Congress, I picture the capital building"
"You sound like a dumb Republican"
"Act like you have a brain!"
"The facts will set you free"
"What you got tomorrow is your faggoty dress down day, and your faggoty blood scam thing"
"I ain't got time to think about it, I ain't got time to think, I ain't got time to BLEEEEEEED"
"You guys are SO freakin smart. OH. MY. GOD."
"There are no caucuses like faggoty Iowa" - "Not in New York, we're manly, we go in and pull the lever"
"Do the research and go see how right Salerno is"
"I'm a fairly well-known guy, people know me"
"OUTBACK STEAKHOUSE!"
"AHHHHHHHHAHAHAHAHAHA"
"I love a suculent, huge, medium, juicy cheeseburger"
"Sarah the Barracuda, I'd like to have met her in college"
"GET UP, SIT DOWN AND SHUT UP"
"Cindy McCain can't smile, She's like the Joker"
"What are we doing... I forgot... I don't know"
"Gumby left, which was Mitt Romney"
"Are you gonna refuse a martini from a crippled president in a wheel chair? I don't think so"
"He [Barack Obama] uses, three flags, behind him with a red tie or a teal tie, contrasting, so he comes out at you, like he gonna touch you"
"He doesn't speak in volumes, he speaks in words"
"The anecodote is the cure"
"The Sopranos is really close to how that life style really is"
"Teddy Roosevelt was a major stud"
"Those four states, all there is is cows, horses .... snow"
"Al Gore, Robocop, married to that pig of a wife"
"Vice presidency, a warm pitcher of piss we call it"
[sees girl with gun picture] "That was awesome, that was hot, that was really hot, I love that picture"
"Bill Clinton, as we know, has a zipper problem" - "The zipper was always down"
Answers phone: "What up brother, we still on? Its not raining where I am, I'm in class right now, I'll call you in like 30 minutes"
"A curve is a graph like when you plot stuff"
Do you now understand how unprepared I am?
Here are some notes I've taken from our inciteful lectures:
"I know because I am cursed with this knowledge"
"She's still poppin' kids out, still poppin'em" (Sarah Palin)
"The Clinton's have no shame, about Bill, Hilary, Monica, who's doin who, they don't care"
"The more educated you are, the more likely you are to vote, that leaves YOU out!"
"Rhwahwah, RRARWAHHHERRRRRRR"
"John Kerry didn't identify with anyone. Loser."
"Would you like me to review your whole essay again? Then I would shut up"
"When you say who is Congress, I picture the capital building"
"You sound like a dumb Republican"
"Act like you have a brain!"
"The facts will set you free"
"What you got tomorrow is your faggoty dress down day, and your faggoty blood scam thing"
"I ain't got time to think about it, I ain't got time to think, I ain't got time to BLEEEEEEED"
"You guys are SO freakin smart. OH. MY. GOD."
"There are no caucuses like faggoty Iowa" - "Not in New York, we're manly, we go in and pull the lever"
"Do the research and go see how right Salerno is"
"I'm a fairly well-known guy, people know me"
"OUTBACK STEAKHOUSE!"
"AHHHHHHHHAHAHAHAHAHA"
"I love a suculent, huge, medium, juicy cheeseburger"
"Sarah the Barracuda, I'd like to have met her in college"
"GET UP, SIT DOWN AND SHUT UP"
"Cindy McCain can't smile, She's like the Joker"
"What are we doing... I forgot... I don't know"
"Gumby left, which was Mitt Romney"
"Are you gonna refuse a martini from a crippled president in a wheel chair? I don't think so"
"He [Barack Obama] uses, three flags, behind him with a red tie or a teal tie, contrasting, so he comes out at you, like he gonna touch you"
"He doesn't speak in volumes, he speaks in words"
"The anecodote is the cure"
"The Sopranos is really close to how that life style really is"
"Teddy Roosevelt was a major stud"
"Those four states, all there is is cows, horses .... snow"
"Al Gore, Robocop, married to that pig of a wife"
"Vice presidency, a warm pitcher of piss we call it"
[sees girl with gun picture] "That was awesome, that was hot, that was really hot, I love that picture"
"Bill Clinton, as we know, has a zipper problem" - "The zipper was always down"
Answers phone: "What up brother, we still on? Its not raining where I am, I'm in class right now, I'll call you in like 30 minutes"
"A curve is a graph like when you plot stuff"
Do you now understand how unprepared I am?
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
I Do Have a Blog!
We'll I haven't posted anything in a while. I've just been, we'll not wasting an excessive amount of time on the internet. And now I find myself back here. So I'll jot down some thoughts.
Thoughts:
I want to school to end now!
It hasn't hit me I'm graduating.
Old people fucking love bingo.
Let's do drugs!
Hurray prom!
Thoughts:
I want to school to end now!
It hasn't hit me I'm graduating.
Old people fucking love bingo.
Let's do drugs!
Hurray prom!
Monday, March 9, 2009
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Sunday, January 11, 2009
18
I thought this deserved its own seperate post.
Last Monday this kid my friends are friends with (I've seen him around and I know his sister) ODed on Morphine. He was 18. Even though I didn't really know him it's upsetting just hearing about it. He was 18, thats just not fair, but life isn't fair and he made stupid decisions; morphine is not something to fuck around with (or any opiate for that matter). I feel so bad for his sister and family. Events like this really shake me up and make me think (more than I normally do, although that is hard), you never know what life is going to throw at you; I guess the only thing you can do is try to make the best decisions possible, hang on for the ride and be happy to be alive.
Last Monday this kid my friends are friends with (I've seen him around and I know his sister) ODed on Morphine. He was 18. Even though I didn't really know him it's upsetting just hearing about it. He was 18, thats just not fair, but life isn't fair and he made stupid decisions; morphine is not something to fuck around with (or any opiate for that matter). I feel so bad for his sister and family. Events like this really shake me up and make me think (more than I normally do, although that is hard), you never know what life is going to throw at you; I guess the only thing you can do is try to make the best decisions possible, hang on for the ride and be happy to be alive.
New Year Recap
So this is my first post of the New Year. I probably would have posted a lot more times if my computer did not epicly fail on me. I am thankful I got a smartphone recently because that has served as my computer (it even has MS Word! but I don't really use that).
Christmas break was pretty wonderful. I got to spend almost everyday with this girl that I really care about. That was definitely the best part. I wish I could see her everyday.
On the first Friday of break I went on an adventure to Brooklyn with that amazing girl and a few friends to see The Banned reunion show. It was the most incredible show I have ever been to in my life (not counting the time I saw Jethro Tull). My friend Bobby is in No One and the Somebodies, they played and they were awesome. The Banned was ridiculously good, I wish they were still together. Apparently they are related to my AP Euro teacher, who I saw there, probably the most random thing to ever happen to me considering who this teacher is.
Not that anyone should care, but I got a Zune to replace my old iPod, so far I like it better.
Something that is a little unsettling recently is that my girlfriend has decided to go to try out for a play at my school's rival all-boy prep school. I really do want to her to get the part that she wants (and deserves because she is talented), and I'm behind whatever she decides to do, I'm happy when shes happy. I'm not a selfish guy. I'm not really sure why it bothers me, but it does.
Christmas break was pretty wonderful. I got to spend almost everyday with this girl that I really care about. That was definitely the best part. I wish I could see her everyday.
On the first Friday of break I went on an adventure to Brooklyn with that amazing girl and a few friends to see The Banned reunion show. It was the most incredible show I have ever been to in my life (not counting the time I saw Jethro Tull). My friend Bobby is in No One and the Somebodies, they played and they were awesome. The Banned was ridiculously good, I wish they were still together. Apparently they are related to my AP Euro teacher, who I saw there, probably the most random thing to ever happen to me considering who this teacher is.
Not that anyone should care, but I got a Zune to replace my old iPod, so far I like it better.
Something that is a little unsettling recently is that my girlfriend has decided to go to try out for a play at my school's rival all-boy prep school. I really do want to her to get the part that she wants (and deserves because she is talented), and I'm behind whatever she decides to do, I'm happy when shes happy. I'm not a selfish guy. I'm not really sure why it bothers me, but it does.
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