Surreal

I'm still afraid that today was just a dream and I'm going to wake up and nothing was real. Around 1 PM today I found out I was admitted to Bucknell, which I applied early decision. Then after school I spent an amazing rest of the day with my girlfriend, who I love dearly.

The Waiting Game

I applied ED to a certain college. I'm suppose to find out within one month of the deadline (November 15th). December 15th is approaching and everyday the waiting game is killing me more and more. I know its completely unreasonable to be so worried, and I know even if I don't get in, I'll go to a fantastic college. If it wasn't for my girlfriend I'd probably be institutionalized by now. I really hope I get in.

The way I look at it though, is if I don't get in then I'm not meant to be at that school, I'll just have to deal. It'll destroy my ego. That wouldn't be nice.