Thingking again

Here's a quick list of thought, which I enjoy writing and might continue.

1. I'm really enjoying everything right now
2. Recently I look like a lumberjack
3. Hurray Christmas music!!!
4. Do I look like a slut?
   
5. Tickle fights are fun (even when I am trapped)
   

werd

Three things I thought should be written down:

1. This morning was the best waking up ever (there is definitely a better way to word that, but you know what I mean).
   
2. My girlfriend is so pretty.
3. My glasses were under the couch.
   

Note: I am terrible at scrabble.

Praise Jesus

Some Christian rock bands are pretty damn good. [relient k]

Bloob

So I saw the movie Twlight, I didn't really want to see it, but I wanted to be with my girlfriend and our friends. Anyway it was pretty bad, full of awkward moments and creepy rapist dialogues that seemed to try to be romantic. The one good thing about the movie was the song that played for the credits, which was 15 Steps by Radiohead and now I'm listening to Radiohead a lot more. werd

Scientific facts: Googol is 10^100, Googolplex is 10^googol, therefore my colleagues and I have formulated the number Bloob which is 10^Googolplex, (followed by Frog which is googol^googolplex)

a cold steel rail

Today happens to just be one of those days, you know, those days were you feel down, but there is every reason for you to feel up. I am happy, but I'm sad too, it's weird, maybe it has something to do with me feeling kinda sick, which is discouraging. I like fall and winter; I like the cold, but it gets dark too early. At least it was sunny today, but I was inside too much , alone, well not really alone, but I needed to be outside more.
The thing is last night was just a really nice night spent with my girlfriend, I kinda wish every night could be like that. I wish I had a better way to describe it. When I think back to last night I'm really happy, but when I stop thinking about it I feel a sense of apathy and I feel sad, sad isn't the right word, but I'll say I was sad. I just needed to write this down.

"Don't know whether or not

how sad i just got
was of my own volition
or it I'm just missing the sun"
-Relient K

a new club

Inferno40522 (10:15:35 PM): i want to start a new club at iona

Foomin The Great (10:15:57 PM): what about?

Inferno40522 (10:16:22 PM): demon slaying

Foomin The Great (10:16:27 PM): WIN

Foomin The Great (10:16:31 PM): i will join

Inferno40522 (10:16:35 PM): or just fighting the forces of evil

Foomin The Great (10:16:42 PM): that will work equally well

Inferno40522 (10:17:26 PM): http://www.fvza.org/history1.html

Inferno40522 (10:22:50 PM): have you ever seen this website

Foomin The Great (10:22:56 PM): yes

Foomin The Great (10:23:01 PM): abotu 12 seconds ago

Foomin The Great (10:23:05 PM): this is amazing

Inferno40522 (10:23:14 PM): haha im so happy i remember it

Foomin The Great (10:23:18 PM): the weapons page is sick

Inferno40522 (10:26:02 PM): the undead don't play fair

Inferno40522 (10:26:05 PM): neither should you

Foomin The Great (10:26:27 PM): haha

Inferno40522 (10:26:58 PM): improvised is awesome

Inferno40522 (10:30:33 PM): so that is the club we are starting

Foomin The Great (10:30:47 PM): yes

Foomin The Great (10:30:48 PM): yes

Foomin The Great (10:30:50 PM): yes

Foomin The Great (10:30:58 PM): mr eaton would totally be our moderator

Foomin The Great (10:31:10 PM): i can see him kicking zombie ass

Foomin The Great (10:31:16 PM): in his comanche outfit and shit

Foomin The Great (10:31:22 PM): grenades and all that

Foomin The Great (10:31:27 PM): war cries

Inferno40522 (10:31:47 PM): we'll call it the Knights of Khrist Klub

Foomin The Great (10:32:03 PM): i love it

Foomin The Great (10:32:05 PM): KKK for short

Inferno40522 (10:32:09 PM): yes

Inferno40522 (10:32:27 PM): KCC doesnt sounds to bad either

Inferno40522 (10:33:15 PM): imagine if we named it something like what we would be doing

Inferno40522 (10:33:26 PM): like the Van Helsing Society

Foomin The Great (10:33:30 PM): DUDE

Foomin The Great (10:33:32 PM): YES

Foomin The Great (10:33:37 PM): EPIC WIN

Inferno40522 (10:33:39 PM): yes

Inferno40522 (10:33:58 PM): that would sound awesome over the annoucements

Foomin The Great (10:34:46 PM): "the Van Helsing Society will be meeting today in room 207. we will be discussion how the hell to pay for those awesome spinny blades."

Inferno40522 (10:35:29 PM): hahaha

Inferno40522 (10:36:20 PM): today we will be discussing improvised weaponry, please come with suggestions

Foomin The Great (10:36:31 PM): haha

Foomin The Great (10:36:41 PM): and/or examples/prototypes

Inferno40522 (10:38:57 PM): the Van Helsing Society will be meeting next Tuesday night the 25 at asihgoisdj Grave Yard on North Avenue for practice, busing will be provided from iona, machetes can be rented at the Gael HOuse

Foomin The Great (10:39:24 PM): lol, matches can be rented

Inferno40522 (10:39:52 PM): dont forget to pick up your weapons cache from the gael house

Foomin The Great (10:40:22 PM): please provide your own napalm

Inferno40522 (10:40:55 PM): epic win?

Foomin The Great (10:41:06 PM): epic win.

Inferno40522 (10:41:16 PM): we must inform others

Inferno40522 (10:44:35 PM): to my blog!

Foomin The Great (10:44:42 PM): you has a blog?

Music

Music is the most pure and effective way to express yourself.

Words are finite organs of the infinite mind. They cannot cover the dimensions of what is in truth. They break, chop, and impoverish it.
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

I would say that music is the easiest means in which to express, but since words are my talent, I must try to express clumsily in words what the pure music would have done better.
- William Faulkner

If only I were a musician...

now

Well, this is my first entry. I need to put some thoughts on paper so I don't forget them. Hopefully someone will get something out of reading this besides me. I'm writing to you and whether you know me or not because there is someone out there who shares these memories with you, whether or not I have a specific person in mind doesn't make a difference; I believe similar feelings are experienced with at least one person in your life. Thats how I want this to be read.

Right now I am trying to take things as them come. A lot of people around me are worrying about all the changes that will happen next year, how different each of our worlds will be, who will still be there, who won't. Things change and we should not hold it against someone for losing touch. You part ways, its not that you didn't care for each other, there is only so much time we have and its really not that much. By no means am I saying don't keep in touch with people, I know I will, but if it does not happen, I won't be upset because I know I enjoyed the time we did spend together and thats what matters. At least that what matters to me.

The point I am trying to get at is: enjoy now, this moment, right here because thats really all we have. What is important is that we have each other now, that we care about each other now, we laugh together now, we cry together now. If things are different tomorrow, then so be it, but I can't let that take away from the joy we had then, it was then we were happy, and our lives connected then, and thats what we had and I'm glad we had it. And if tomorrow you're gone I'll miss you, but if thats the way its going to be, then I'm going to look back and be glad about what we had then and how much it meant to us.

"The roses under my window make no reference to former roses or better ones; they are what they are; they exist with God today. There is no time to them. There is simply the rose; it is perfect in every moment of its existence."
-Ralph Waldo Emerson